bangkok 2011

was suppose to write this weeks ago, but i was too lazy busy with work etc.

seriously so much of things going on lately. >.<
i should even be doing my work now but so lazy

but well i am happy. so it's all good.

and bangkok was awesomely good and delicious.

i was being all touristy when i saw this...


these strawberries are HUGE!!!


mangoes also needs to be decorated... so wasteful lor.


my japanese thai lunch...


this is one of my favourite dish... shabu shabu pork... street style.


would you believe it, i waited 2 hours to eat them... >.<


but they were super sweet and fresh! so worth it.


thai fusion duck confit.


i love the wall.


it reminds me of aigner.


felt like i was in japan suddenly.


this chihuahua was SO horny!!! he kept humping my arms and legs!!!


overall it's one of my happy short trip. had good company, meals, meals and well meals. haha.


been going to the gym like mad after this trip...
tee hee.

one of the dumbest item i bought this year is the dumb passport holder from LV.
it's so... =.= stupid. didn't even use it during this trip! hng! haha.
gone is my money. zzz.

play safe y'all

ahhh~ so kiuts!
... and very naughty.
haha.

visually naughty. ;)

gosh i miss HK. zzz time to revisit. ^^

super vacuum suction session

like... omg.
haha.

and i thought i kiss for a long time. :P
seriously... kissing someone for 2 hours is fun.
mouth watering if the other kisser is equally good.

but OMG... 46 hours... faints.
=.= yes the winner for this longest kissing competition is 46 hours plus plus.

total madness.
... got video some more to watch.
LAUGH.DIE.ME!!!
... totally tiresome.



... actually they don't look like they are kissing anymore...
more like some suction cup stuck together. LOLZ!!!

it's pantang but...

i wish i was dead.
i really do.

well i am a little tipsy.
but still... sober enough to rant nonsense.
...
and well i honestly do wish i am... dead.
dying.

maybe i am... just that i don't even know it yet.
... i am so tired of living.

there are days where by i feel that there isn't enough time.
... but for now. i wish i am just... dead.
...

wow i am actually typing this with my eyes closed.
*i hate humans btw*

too...

it's too much work...

to know somebody...
always the same thing.
same questions...
same answers...
same reactions...
same lies...
same everything, over and over again.


to attend an event function...
because you talk to new people...
about the same thing over and over again...
and it's about the same catching up...

... geeze...
it's just too much work living.

... but oddly i don't mind just relaxing,
sitting by the beach,
enjoying a coconut drink under the trees...
for days, doing nothing but the same thing...^^

ok i need a holiday soon!
*ok i got back from a really horrible lousy pointless dumb awards*
*no i am not being sour because i didn't win*
*really i am not!*

interception

i feel that someone in my life,
various random unknown humans,
is/has always been intercepting...
all the goodies that should have come my way.
pfft.
tee hee.



and to those, when i call, and you keep asking me "Who is this...?"
which means you do not have my number,
... even when i have been calling you before...
and it's always me who has been calling...

first few times, it's OK. fine.
i don't keep people's number either.
and i change phone once a year.
without saving numbers...
so it's FINE. understandable.

but later tell me you were playing...
... you may think it's funny.
but i don't. because it's way too many times!
so i don't need to know you either.
or have you in my life.

SLUT written

i am wondering...
do i give off...
a... slut vibe?

or... is there a word written on my forehead...
S L U T? or YEE LAI WANNABE???

why... do i always... attract...
attached... guys?

including guys who used to be single...
then not interested in me...
after attached...
... will call me honey, dear, darling, babe, baby...
>.<

ironically before that will call me... bitch, diva, hitler...

HELLO... WRONG PERSON.

i am not desperate k.

pfft.

YAY. a new year is coming.
2011...
...
...
... i don't like that number.
better be an amazing year. tee hee.

and quickly 2012, come quick. haha.
^^

Merry Christmas!

i am so damn lazy.
that is just nothing new.

and because i am also so bored...
i am jotting down some nonsense.

we arrived singapore on tuesday pretty late.
amazingly i drove to the hotel without... a map. HAHA!!!
i guess i am pretty... used to the roads in singapore now. tee hee.
after check in we went straight to geylang,
lorong 9 for an amazing frog porridge.
then... walked opposite for another amazing meal,
beef noodle dish. O.M.G delicious!
went back to the hotel... zzz~~~
well we didn't exactly zzz immediately... we bitched gossiped etc, and made the house keeping come into our room to fix the tv... and that guy was cute... so i didn't mind him coming in and out of the room that night. LOL~~~

we woke up to find this amazing swimming pool...
too bad i didn't bring my speedos but she did! hatez. LOL~


after dyi did some of her errands at the bank we went to her cousin's shop for some pies~~~ ^^

then met up with jevon for a quick lunch at chinatown. ^^


... we made a slight detour to my MUST stop in singapore...
telok ayer street... for my suntory! WOOTS!
had a bottle and told the lady boss i will be back to collect my other bottles...
^^ she gave me a suntory glass. tee hee~~~ happy~

only then we went to the botanic gardens to camwhore. haha.
jevon told us about this featured tree on the S$5 note...
and kinda funny how we manage to find the tree by accident...






jevon dislikes this building near the cathay. tee hee.


caught up with my crazy bling godbrother.


manage to catch a glimpse of orchard's christmas light parade.


and of cause, the highlight and main purpose of going down to begin with was... to meet UTT~
i have met and worked with so many celebrities...
but somehow... meeting him gave me butterflies in the stomach...
and this was not the first time i met him... just never this personal. LOL~~~
oh happy die me.


went to chloe to collect the bag, dine at mos, collected my suntory and off we went home.

it was such an amazing 24 hours trip down to singapore with loads of catching ups. ^^
such bliss. tee hee.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

bigger package

couldn't stop giggling.
just so... wrong.
but it's so... right.
tee hee.



*wink winks*

nonsense close to 3am...

there are 10 thousand trillion billions millions thoughts going on about in my head when it touches the pillow. but when i come sit here in front of the computer, the mind just goes blank. goodness, my entire body is dead tired, the mind is exhausted. but yet it doesn't want to rest. funny, that the thought of giving up would even occur to it when it doesn't even want to REST!!! >.< urghs hatez.

but yes there are so much things i want to say... emo emo emo emo emo thoughts. and it's only here, at this space where i still have an outlet to release everything out. not that i am ALWAYS emo, but i feel that facebook is now beginning to be just too... public. this spot, still feels a little more familiar, like a comfort zone.

sighs. i wish there was an off button for the mind.

something random

i will be off to china one week from today,
for a week...
(it will be nov when i come back)
i think i will be super deprived of the internet.
no msn. no facebook.

am i mentally prepared for that?

... as expected, K isn't interested. :)
well that's at least what i think.
seeing that he doesn't really responds to my sms.

oh well. life is such a funny road.
i think it's best walking alone and laughing out loud alone.

some random pictures i snapped today.
i rarely snap pictures these days...
i don't know why...
i don't even really bother camwhoring the blond side of me now...

these bananas are huge. they say that this fruit will soon be extinct if we are not careful.



went to visit the set today.
while i was leaving, i took a different route,
and saw this house with the plane,
i smiled a little because it's the house my friend took a picture of some time back...



i think that my england has gone down the drain.

so bad it's good

LOLZ!!!

when Blake posted this on his page i was like...
WTF is this shit!

... then well the bored lame ass me had nothing better to click...
and once i click it doesn't stop...

geeze... she's so bad it's good. kakaka.

seriously... lame ass good. ^^



to know more about this mad woman... click Miranda Sings

... i think i am turning mad soon too.

will i be as shallow?

makes me wonder...
not to say that i have a superb body.
but, the definitions here there are beginning to form.

no doubt there's still a lot of work, needed.
bigger triceps. bigger chest.
ass. deltoids. etc...
... bigger everything. LOLZ.
point is the shape is forming.

i just need more food.
to build them.
*i am so lazy to eat lately*

the question now here is...
those guys who ignores me because i am skinny...

i do wonder will i be bothered to acknowledge them back...
the moment i am at par with them?
*coughs* as if i will be at par with them... *coughs*
fit with the ideal body...

and it also makes me wonder...
what was the objective of doing this in the first place then...

to seduce someone...?
to make someone regret?
to make myself feel better?
..............??????
... does make me wonder...
what sort of person i will turn into when that happens...

and why do i even bothered?

... i guess... sometimes it's just to past time.

-.- gosh i have no life. zzz.

DOUBLES

... gosh. this is bad.

SUDDENLY... the whole night...
i am OBSESSED with double eyelid...
to the stage that i am actually googling about it...
and that's a very very very dangerous sign...

because i might just go get it done tomorrow...
LOL!!!
=.= *SWEATs*

must go ogle at more korean faces...
hopefully i will love back singles... -.-
KAKAKAKAKAKAKA.
how random.

i need... i wan... an ice cream now. NOW!!!

wooooo... catchy... and... just WOOOoOooOooOOoooooooo~~~
drroools.

EMOTION

suddenly this song keeps replaying in my head.



shoooz what a tiring day.
just got back from doing...
display in klcc... totally... not my job...
but what the heck... vincent is there... ^^
*SIGHS next week is his last week... URGHS*

but well, next monday... i will be making a 1 week trip back "home"
haha.

i am so going to munch the horribly delicious ice cream melting soft steak.
gosh i should so do frying pan again as well.

so much of things i need to do and wanna eat!

so excited!
so need to cut my hair as well...
diez.
now it's starting to be a damn habit to fly there every 2 months...
just to eat and cut hair...
=.=#

i need more money to keep this lifestyle. ^^

White Knight

hehe. just got back not too long from pudu jail.
didn't regret going one bit.
met back so many friends!
amazing to know so many people heart the place.

but sighs,
i can't believe that they actually did it. lolz.

on a happier note...
it's officially confirmed... my white VIOS 1.5E.
... yes... my new toy will be arriving soon.
next month! hehe.



ya ya... i know what i said about paying a ridiculous amount for insurance, road tax etc...
but well... i just... want it... haha.

hehe. whheeeeeeeee VRRRRROOOOOOOMM BRRRRROOOOOOOM~~~
WOOTS!

virtually addicted

you know you have an issue when...



both your phones are getting the same notification and you actually tend to them BOTH... from the same silly virtual space... and after all that, when you come home... you face the computer and you face probably the same notification AGAIN...

so why i need two phones... connected to the same portal... that question beats me till today...
(thank god someone bought the ipod touch else i would have 3 toys linked to the same portal...)

it's actually kinda annoying.
and sometimes i don't get all the notifications... because they don't sync correctly.
=.= i think facebook itself got confused. haha.
and what's worst sometimes i operate with the laptop and desktop.
(this is because the desktop is rarely turned off, and it auto "steals" the neighbour's wifi so i am technically on facebook as well)

hahaha.

i seriously think this generation has a major social issue.
i know my friends "online" better than i know them in reality...
and i don't know how to mingle with them unless they are... in a box, and in pixel form.
not when in flesh... hahaha!!!

=.= how random this post turned out to be.
i need a life.
and well hopefully... tomorrow... the signing of a new life will go smooth.
^^ and with that... i will finally leave this silly industry and back to where i rightfully belong.

GEE until HEHE!!!

omg.
i laugh until... the neighbour is probably gonna call the hospital bahagia... lolz.
hahaha.
just too cutez.
and simply surprising that the finish product looks good. LOLZ.
i want to SPOOF it!!! ^^



the original version

blue green white

been having this thought for the longest time...
but never really remember writing it down...
lol... old. LOLZ!!!

so on freeways, the sign boards are all blue...
and on highways the sign boards are all green.
while at residential areas, they are in white.
^^

has that ever occurred to you before?

and i guess that's one of the biggest problem why the signs keep misleading people here there...
my guess is, the companies and the government don't communicate when they do the signs...
and naturally the highway companies would like to lead you to their roads...
conspiracy... tsk tsk tsk...