it's murderous

sighs.
i think for the past 1 month...
i have been ranting about it.
but yet i have done nothing much about it...

-.-#

i seriously blame facebook to the max!!!
it's killing my life slowly.
i sit here facing the screen almost 18 hours...
staring blankly...

honestly there's nothing much to do online.
nothing really fascinates me.
not there's any exciting things happening around me either...

... i guess, it's seriously time...
to shut it down again for a while now.
and just go traveling.

i miss the desserts in hk...

kampung city

it's coming to that time of the year,
where invades will slowly start to 'balik kampung',
and the city will be hopefully restored to the empty state.
that is the best time ever to drive around.

hassle free. no jam. just lovely.
no unwanted crowds. haha. ^^

but having that said,
while i was in ipoh,
it did make me extremely envious of those who had a kampung to go back too...

for many simply reasons...
they get to be away from the sickening city life.
only, the ironic part is they are away usually when it's the best moment.
NO JAM! haha.

they get to taste, savour simpler food.
more authentic flavours.
they have lovely scenery.
old buildings to camwhore with... -.-

but mostly, they get to see two different worlds.

thou the real fact is,
that they grew up in a simple manner...
especially those from a kampung...
with very basic amenities...

i don't mean to be insulting...
it's just that if you grew up with cemented toilets...
probably no heater... squatting toilet style...
walking barefooted around the house compound...
a swing made out of tyre...
i just feel those people are super down to earth,
compared to the city kids...

they don't mind lacking the conveniences of certain luxury.
especially when traveling.

unlike me...
i tend to get annoyed at all those little things.
more particular with a lot of things...
how the bedsheets should be...
ok fine i can still bare with ugly bedsheets,
BUT the toilet has to be CLEAN with a heater... that is a priority!

i will die if i had to live in a kampung house...
visiting is fine... but living in there,
even for a night... just kill me.

while kampung kids always feel envious of the city kids...
but, for what? the city has not much traditional values...
not much heritage...
it's basically a place made of pretty minerals, cements, dust, pollution...
a center to produce, spend, exploit oneself for money...
that's pretty much about it...

sky high tall buildings... i think i can live without it...
the higher you are, the easier it feels to collapse.

i guess the grass is always greener the other side.

dots to lines to pictures.

gosh. it's been ages. since i last drew!
properly... -.-
not to say i was ever good at it...
but i do miss it.

spending so much time in the workshop last week,
just to get austin checked up etc...
i had some scribbling time.
and i realized how deteriorated my skills are now... >.<
perspective is way off... hahaha.



and while busy busy packing.
i almost threw away all the old drawings...
gosh.







i like how i colour... paint...
randomly... couldn't careless attitude... haha.
i personally think... lady gaga's designers/stylist are inspired by me.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

i probably will never be as good as my lecturer...
there's a reason why she is my lecturer to begin with...
that... bitch. i hate her. HAHAHAHA.



i think this is what i need.
to spend some time, with the pencils and papers.
randomly drawing.
in lots of ways, it calms me down.

who cares if it's not as good as picaso or van gogh...
it's all about... having fun doing it!!!

A Saturday in Sekinchan

we had nothing better to do.
but because we can...
we decided to camwhore...
the vogue way. ^^

pictures says a thousand words.
so let them do the talking,
and you do the interpretation. ^^

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*updated* Sekinchan People *updated*












Photographer: Heart Patrick, Gene Kok, Tripod.
Fashion Stylist: Daniel Henry.
Art Direction: Everyone.