hufffsss

mmm lately my life is in such a mess.
super messy.
i am super lazy to even do my laundry... -.-
clothes have been piling up around the room... house...


i stole this soap. haha.


something you gave me,
that till today,
i have yet to open it.
i guess, it will forever be my pandora.


life sometimes has no meaning.
you could seek so much for that simple meaning,
but thru out the entire journey...
you just simply forgotten to, live that life.

makes me wonder,
if my time were to stop suddenly...
will i have many regrets?

as much as i would be in denial...
i know i do already have some...

if only it comes true...

i wish.

i am dead.

the pain today was just, excruciating.

don't know how long i will last...

so please... end it fast.

two more days

two more days.
and it all depends on the mood on the tenth.

if i feel gloomy on that day.
then it's the end.

doesn't matter when is may.
because it's just two more days.

but if all is bright...
then lets play another day,
of another two more years to date.