those specs

last night...
sighs.

i don't know how to write this.

...
i met someone last night.
and i like that someone.

but like in the past...

this will probably be another one way street.

so i should just remind myself...
a big huge NO NO...
that it wouldn't work.

i am evil,
and evil people,
well they are not allowed to love.

as simple as that. sighs.

so bad it's good

LOLZ!!!

when Blake posted this on his page i was like...
WTF is this shit!

... then well the bored lame ass me had nothing better to click...
and once i click it doesn't stop...

geeze... she's so bad it's good. kakaka.

seriously... lame ass good. ^^



to know more about this mad woman... click Miranda Sings

... i think i am turning mad soon too.

Annoying Irritating Conversations

i really do hate it,
when someone that i probably have not seen in about...
probably ONLY two months ago...
and out of the sudden we bumped into one another...
they go...
OMG you are getting thinner...
... next time around anyone who says that to me...
i will just tell them back...
OMG its not true... you just got fatter!
and then there are those idiotic bitches that make remarks like...
har... you are going to the gym? for what so skinny already...
... well these sort of humans... they shall now get a bitchy reply from me...
honey that's how i stay skinny unlike your fat lazy ass. :)
... and omg the worst...
huh... you GO GYM? don't look like it...
-.-
i shall now reply you with...
... same goes to you. :)

i mean seriously... OMG... just shut up if you have nothing better to say,
especially when you know nuts. pfft.
it's damn annoying.
i am trying...
what are YOU doing?
#$%^&&^*&(&*&%@$^%$&*&(^)&%$@~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!
pfft.

Perfect Nightmare

heard this song on the radio today...
and...
well... i guess the lyric sort of says it.
mmm...






Sometimes we fight
Sometimes I cry
Why don't I
Just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should
But sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to
Say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate
Sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt
Sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait
For him to change
But it's okay
I've disguised the pain
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love
With this man
Yeah

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way (x7)
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep my cool
Sometimes I let him know
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe
Sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that i'm ready to let him go
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love
With this man
Ohh ohhh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way (x7)
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare

Hoping he's changing
But i'm scared he's not
Can't see a way to leave
Help me open my eyes

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way (x7)
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare
No way (x7)
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare

... i do wonder, if i will ever wake up.