thank you, especially you...

i will endure all this discomfort and pain.
i know i will...

but if one day i loose all strength,
i want you to know, and remember...
that i love you ben, always.

i might not have had the guts to say it to you again.
but i do. always have, always will.

... i was really happy when i got your text message.
wishing me happy birthday.

it was your text that mattered most.

and it happily made my 28th birthday... meaningful.
because all these years, you... well you just made my day and year that day.
^^

and thank you to all my other friends for your kind wishes.
especially you.

much self love

did some minor self pampering.
actually it's more of a pre-birthday present.
not the valentine's present like yuki did... -.-
that crazy prada whore... haha. blekz.

^^ well i needed a proper passport holder.
tee hee. and... sadly only LV has them in the zippe design.
prada didn't have what i wanted...
mont blanc is so... uncle... haha.
gucci is a no no.
hermes is... way way way over budget... :(

so as much as i hate LV... -.- i have another dumb overpriced product from them now.
and ugh a monogram.
i really do wonder why can't they make the zippe in graphite as well???
but well i really NEED a passport holder with zip.

a bit aunty hor... mmm...




now if only comme des garçons made their accessory for passport holder...

oh anyways... can't wait for my other pre-birthday present to arrive. ^^

emo humans deserve every self pampering moments, they owe it to themselves.

some days, like today...

i do think that,
the other little brother and i,
we share the same music taste.

and somehow, both the little brothers,
they just happen to love pink a little too much.
hehe.

how kiuts. ^^





i'll be away again. for some time now.
being online the past few days has been great.
but tonight,
i have been once again reminded of how i am feeling.

... and i certainly don't enjoy being all pretentious around friends.
i need to... forget you. for good.

... and if there's a need to write... i will just hide the blog for a while then. ^^
until then, a big HUGS to a brand new fabulous year, and years ahead.

Happy Chinese New Year!

ok. i am a bloody banana.
couldn't type the words out in chinese.
photoshop didn't help...
they didn't allow me to paste the words... -.-
i tried doing the pin yin... and omg so many characters!

SO ANYWAYS~~~
here's wishing you a...



... yes i cheated. i took out an old postcard...
photoshop here... photoshop there... and TADA!
hahahaha.

>.<#
i might draw something later. too... uninspired. haha.
the heat is just roasting me.
oh why can't chinese new year be like christmas... cool and chilly.
hehe.

those going to gamble. win more money.
so you can "cheng" me.

those going to collect any pau...
wish them gong xi fatt chai on my behalf...
and collect the ang pau for me. ^^

yes. this season is also all about the money!
... and please drink more water people. ^^