dead tears

i want to cry.
i need to cry.
i have to cry.

it's been since forever.
but i just can't get the tears out.

it's frustrating.
it hurts.

i don't know how to get it over with.

this sucks. seriously.

every time an emotion builds up inside,
and i can't burst it, it turns into a burden.
eventually i will have to burst.
and that would be major.
and i don't want that.
major burst is major major drama.

please let me go faster. please.