Sunday, April 11, 2010

downhill

sighs.
will be going up maxwell hill later...

don't know what i will be facing this time...
even with a strong mind to face it...
part of me feel that i might breakdown any moment now...

and i don't even know why...
... perhaps i do...
i just don't want to face it...

Friday, April 9, 2010

Drained to the MAX

i feel so depressed about work.
and sadly there's nobody i could talk to...
i need to pour my heart out. :(

i love everything i do,
the conceptualization of everything,
i am not complaining about the hard work...

but rather...
to deal with humans...
with idiots...
with morons...

i just feel so drained.
i don't even think there's anymore drops left to squeeze out of me already.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

GEE until HEHE!!!

omg.
i laugh until... the neighbour is probably gonna call the hospital bahagia... lolz.
hahaha.
just too cutez.
and simply surprising that the finish product looks good. LOLZ.
i want to SPOOF it!!! ^^



the original version

Friday, April 2, 2010

all the fuss for

i said this before
and i am saying it, again...

sometimes, i don't understand why i even bother...

there are many things in life, that gets you upset and annoyed...
and you wonder why... such menial little issues...
but it's the little things that gets you upset...
=.=*puff*

was working out the other day,
when this old man came by using the machine next to me...
and i wondered as well...
he's old... has nice arms but a belly...
you would think he doesn't know how to workout...
since he isn't targeting the right areas...
but then again... to be so old and yet fit... in some places... -.-
haha. that's still some effort...

i wondered again... when i come to that age...
if i even make it to that age...
will i even be bothered doing anymore workouts?
what would the purpose be?
to look good... or to stay healthy?

why oh why is this world so artificial...
i really don't get it...

oh well yes, i do see some results in the muscle growth etc...
but again like i said before,
the moment you stop working out... it's GONE.
so what's all the fuss for?

... i should really start posting some pictures on this blog... looking at words only makes me emo now. pfft.