Showing posts with label pissy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pissy. Show all posts

Sunday, May 8, 2011

amazing how they are able to steal, when it's locked.

today is probably the worst day so far of the new year.
just when i thought all tiredness will soon fade...
a new whole drama emerged with no warning.

sighs.
am too drained. too tired. too... negative,
to even talk properly about it.

tomorrow, will be a new day.
a brand new, and better day.

... lets hope this marks the maximum bad luck quota for me.
will not be able to take any new crap...

Sunday, February 6, 2011

it's pantang but...

i wish i was dead.
i really do.

well i am a little tipsy.
but still... sober enough to rant nonsense.
...
and well i honestly do wish i am... dead.
dying.

maybe i am... just that i don't even know it yet.
... i am so tired of living.

there are days where by i feel that there isn't enough time.
... but for now. i wish i am just... dead.
...

wow i am actually typing this with my eyes closed.
*i hate humans btw*

Thursday, January 6, 2011

LAUGH DIE ME!!!

this scenario is so TRUE.

the amount of times i change and tweak certain elements, colours etc just for the stupid client and agencies to see is... infinity...
=.=
hahaha.
no joke k!

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

SLUT written

i am wondering...
do i give off...
a... slut vibe?

or... is there a word written on my forehead...
S L U T? or YEE LAI WANNABE???

why... do i always... attract...
attached... guys?

including guys who used to be single...
then not interested in me...
after attached...
... will call me honey, dear, darling, babe, baby...
>.<

ironically before that will call me... bitch, diva, hitler...

HELLO... WRONG PERSON.

i am not desperate k.

pfft.

YAY. a new year is coming.
2011...
...
...
... i don't like that number.
better be an amazing year. tee hee.

and quickly 2012, come quick. haha.
^^

Friday, April 2, 2010

all the fuss for

i said this before
and i am saying it, again...

sometimes, i don't understand why i even bother...

there are many things in life, that gets you upset and annoyed...
and you wonder why... such menial little issues...
but it's the little things that gets you upset...
=.=*puff*

was working out the other day,
when this old man came by using the machine next to me...
and i wondered as well...
he's old... has nice arms but a belly...
you would think he doesn't know how to workout...
since he isn't targeting the right areas...
but then again... to be so old and yet fit... in some places... -.-
haha. that's still some effort...

i wondered again... when i come to that age...
if i even make it to that age...
will i even be bothered doing anymore workouts?
what would the purpose be?
to look good... or to stay healthy?

why oh why is this world so artificial...
i really don't get it...

oh well yes, i do see some results in the muscle growth etc...
but again like i said before,
the moment you stop working out... it's GONE.
so what's all the fuss for?

... i should really start posting some pictures on this blog... looking at words only makes me emo now. pfft.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

the last and first

every night before i sleep,
and every day when i am awake.
you are the last,
and the first person, i think about.

and every night,
and every day,
i keep reminding myself,
that you no longer exist in my life.
that you mean nothing no more to me.

you have been, always, selfish.
it's always been about you.
and now it's high time, about me.

Monday, November 2, 2009

the day i became a road bully victim

to prevent 101 people asking me what happened,
i decided to just pen it down here.
no i did not get into an accident.
this barbaric malay male was just plain violent and brutal.
a serious anger management candidate.

we were on our way to the location at kampung baru for a shoot. i was tailing the prop van, fabian's car was behind, followed by peng. before we could turn into the 2 way road which had cars parked on the left and right, there was a red proton (don't remember what model but the plate was WMU 2364) which, apparently, according to Lynn (who drove the prop van) was unsure of which direction he was keen in heading, since no signal etc was shown (it was possible that he wanted to park the car).

so the van proceeded to move a bit, and a little more. then the red car decided to go forward as well. we were again in a standstill. we all waited patiently behind the van. however after several minutes, i was puzzled why is it so difficult for him to compromise. since there are more vehicles behind the van, and it's way easier for him to make way for us.

even a passerby was directing him to make way after a while. yet he did nothing (Lynn said at this point he was fuming mad). figuring that perhaps he could not see that there are other cars behind him, i decided to come out of the car to show like... HELLO there are vehicles behind?

very reluctantly he moved one side. and got down immediately to yell at Lynn's van. ignoring him, she drove past. but NATURALLY i will frown and make noise in my car... LOGICALLY those voice would only be heard, if you were in my car, windows weren't down. hence he SHOULD not have any idea what i am "mouthing" about. for all i could say i was singing a ROCK SONG. ^.^
(i didn't say bad stuffs la, just OMG WHY CAN'T YOU JUST MOVED JUST NOW!?)

anyhow after we go to the location, and more a less settled down. i decided to go back to the car to change into long pants, didn't want to donate blood at the location. that's when i spotted the red car, with his wife and kid in the car. and the driver was pissed mad, but he drove past. only to horror he then made a u-turn. came back. came down. confronted me. WHY I SHOUTED AT HIM EARLIER???

i asked what did i do? (bunifa hanifa sharifah latifah jackson style, ok not that diva la, if i did that, memang patut bashed. LOLZ). he said something along the line, that it's his territory, he has every right to move first. i was like HUH? then bashed me. on my face. -.-



in that split second i was tempted, where he was standing, near the drain which i had the chance to push him down. even for his size, i was capable of doing so. but i didn't. knowing it would have caused more drama.

his wife shouted 'dah la tu bang' and i decided to walk to set yelling for PENG~ (for jinxing me, that he WILL come back to bash me), no responds since i was parked kinda far away. he rushed to his car, wanting to speed off, i quickly took a glance at his car plate.

went back set, got Karen to drive me to the nearest police station to lodge a report.

my thoughts were, if he is a lelaki melayu terakhir then why would he run off so fast. i figured that he possibly didn't even know his fist would punch me. hence i decided, he needs anger management. seeing that he doesn't even know how to control his own... stupidity.

see doink now i have the upper hand, you hit me first. ^.^
will be seeing Insp. Chien soon to properly file the report. Hatez.

sorry for all the trouble. and drama. some might say it's stupid to fight with this uncivilized person. i just don't think it's right for people to think that they own the road. notorious malaysian ought to be thought a lesson. so i will make sure he gets his punishment! and my revenge. hehehehehehehe.

mmm if i weren't back at my car, i think my car would have gotten some damages instead. and that would make me VERY PUZZLED... so i guess in some ways thank god i was back there... -.-

Monday, September 14, 2009

dumb music effect

i really really hate those stupid musics,

with dumbass ambulance,
or police car effect sirens.

it's damn annoying.
it's damn... confusing!

you might think that there's an ambulance, police car behind.
or some sort of emergency... -.-

and honestly... does it even help the song better with those siren effect!?

NO IT DOESN'T!!!
hatez.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

the innocent cow's head

malaysian... well to be exact... some malays... are very free...
so free they have nothing better to do...
but to pijak pijak on a poor cow's head.
because they have to fast...
(not just food ya~ but also sex etc...)
hence they have some extra energy to put into some... lame use.

*... mmm i wonder if youtube will be asked to remove this video ma?*



mmm why got a banner TAKE BEEEER!!!
are they implying...
they rather have 7-11 selling beers...
than to have a temple built near them???

they need suntory ba???
*i will SOOOOO SUPPORT!!! step on that cow more!!!*

well they do have a point, why build a temple in a 90% muslim residency.
and mmm they did suggest another place for them to build it...
so it's not like they said NO NO NO to the temple~~~
*just... some where else... and give us BEEEER!!! SUNTORY!!!*

BUT THE QUESTION HERE IS... WHY DID THEY HAVE TO INSULT THE OTHER RELIGION? DID THEY HAVE TO PARADE WITH A COW'S HEAD? AND THEN STEP ON IT??? LIKE THEY SAID, IT'S THAT DOINK'S FAULT... SO WHY NOT STEP ON HIS FACE OR SOMETHING??? gosh...
*if this were chinese, or indians hor... coughs coughs... all masuk lokap d... for some... un-peaceful demonstration*

tsk tsk tsk... so silly.

syabas jer la yer...
tindakan dan perkara yang telah ditunjukkan...
semata-matanya, satu teladan untuk masyarakat sedunia...
bahawa bertape undurnya pemikiran anda. ^.^
BODOH SEKALI.

i bet they were enjoying the cow's body for dinner just now... with suntory...
and they... SNIFF SNIFF didn't ajak me!!!
HATEZ!!!
i wanna march at their house later to scream!!! -.-#
coughs... so much for 1Malaysia... PFFFFTT
WHERE's MY BEER!!!

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

go figure the title...

i find it, hard to blog again. almost. really.
especially. since. i. said. i. erm. i. would. stop.
after. little. dove. stopped.

but most of it, because i need my outlet to rant.
since i have been overly updating my facebook status, it's pathetic.
hahahaha.

so yes i need an outlet.
besides, it's my dairy.
in most ways.
and i missed posting up YOUTUBE videos here...
gosh i heart youtube so much.
i miss sharing.
^.^

furthermore i just don't like the idea of putting my pictures on facebook and the copyright ends up belonging to them...
that sucks.
and partly i fear blogspot would just... mmm... wipe/erase my entire blogspot like what happened to adrienz. horror.

so i am back... to... write. but rant mostly. erm or post pictures... and videos... and musics... WOOTS.
*claps*

lots have happened in the recent months,
naturally.
anyhow, all i want to do for this post is,
quick post of all the singapore cheap thrill pictures,
and to post this sad passing of a very dashing young lad...
very mysterious tragic death. sighs. he was so young... and hot.
his death, just doesn't make sense.
and why so little news coverage about it...
just because he's not famous?
just because the organizers want minimal negative publicity about it???
go marathon... and you end up dead... >.<
Facebook Page
India News
Malay News
yes, i might not know him personally...
but JUSTICE to his death please!!!

peace, out.
little prince

*they are all moving pictures, so it takes a while to upload*

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Wednesday, April 8, 2009

you are such a selfish prick!

sighs.

one minute i am chirpy.
next second... the world is like my worst enemy.

should have been a fun day.
but it turns out to be a mmm... mood less one.
things on set didn't really went as planned.
the scenes i memorized for was last minute cancelled.
and other scenes were slotted in instead,
which were long and being a dory fish i couldn't memorize them.

i think the director was moody. -.-
i turned moody... and felt stressed!
even when my new camera was delivered on set,
i wasn't even really smiling... or happy.
gggggrrrrrrrrrrr... and i was so looking forward to playing with it.
now it's just sitting at the pile of clothes.

then my sister is being all evil at home... -.-
urgggh i hate them all!!!
they are idiots to begin with,
but that doesn't mean i have to be like them.

i hate her. i wish she died. i seriously do.
my dear sister, that day will come,
when you will truly see.
and hopefully understand.
if only you see your reflection in the mirror now.
how ugly you have become...

... i never wanted this life. i really never did.
... i don't know why...
... i don't understand why...

to be all honest, when the pain happened on the chest,
i was/am/still half hoping for something tragic.
cancer... fine.
leukemia... FINE.
the pain? i know i can bare with it.
it still hurts but i am all numb to it already.
YAYs! bring it on!!!

... i know i am mumbling. i am being emo after all.
SIGHS!

Sunday, April 5, 2009

urghs.

i hate myself.
i really really do.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

REALLY DOWN

am feeling really down. really down.
i should be happy.
and damn proud.

but some how i am feeling extremely down.
so down.
just down.
and it's all around.

i need to run away.
far away.
hide away.

i am just so unhappy.
so moody.
seems so gloomy.

there are just days,
like this.
but they end, pretty quick.

and you see the sky
so high so bright.
so blue and all might.

but that day just isn't today.
not tomorrow.
nor the day after tomorrow.

those happy days.
seems like, so far away.

and you wouldn't know when why how,
to make them come back again.

so i guess for now,
all i can,
all i could,
is just to breath.
i need to breath.
i need... a temporary break, from all this.

copyrights: silly little prince.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

it's all about you that it turned to be about me.


one quiet peaceful saturday.
a valentine's saturday.

after the little prince was recovering from a party. and his fever...
his email made a "ting" sound.
*mac users will understand this*

so he checked it.
only to find. a nonsense comment on his blog.

hence the little prince went to the commentator and warn him.
no more such nonsense. OK?
because the actual intention of this blogger is up to no no.
he has a history, a bad history of WHORING online for attention.
and well his latest writings shows his old pattern.
altho he denies it. and probably does not realizes it.
*dah nak tunjuk belang dah tu! OI bahaya~*
he even denied that he was DAVID.
*he use to call himself, DAVID THE MAN*
-.- lame ass. pukes blood.

it was a pity i did not screen snap the first comment, as it was so, decent.
like seriously. i can almost die and go to heaven with that kind of comment i gave.
*then i screen shot everything, including some of the classic trademark commenting style, you know just in case he deletes them, for old time sake!*

i simply wrote; *something like that* david no more nonsense on my blog ah. so unrelated. ish.

and then he came commenting...

he is not david? erm... my bad...


*insert japanese style scratching head emoticon*


so i had to double confirm it, with a little more, bitchyness.


-.- blood? gosh major typo... BLOG... *burries face*

thank god david deleted it. LOLS!!!


only then he officially admitted to it... -.-


... why erm... would i want to understand you? you don't step on my tail, like I CARE you even exist.
but you did, so, you're now in shit.

which lead to me commenting something a little nastier, BUT it's a FACT.



and he then summoned a death wish for himself



well, i might be UGLY, but i have nothing to hide.

a blog is a journal. and even more.
a portal where you meet many wonderful new friends.
a business tool of communication.

for a journal, some people do not wish to be known.
hence they remain anonymous. very discreet. no pictures what so ever.

some people love to camwhore. *finger points at froggie*

some people are insecure of their looks.
which is fine as long as their heart is pure, they look good!

some do it for attention, because they have no life.

some do it because it is their life.

some people just want to write.

and lots of other individuals.

i no longer blog with photos not because i feel insecure with my looks, i simply want to write and rant. and mainly because i love this all minimal white layout.

so clean. *i wish my room was this clean!*

but this post, requires COLOURS.
*mainly grey and white will do*

i know i am not super super cute like WILLY or Alex.
*yes ALEX is cute, go stalk him*

Or like my adiorable godbrother Aaron cute.

Or dashing cute like Leo.

Or slutty camwhore cute like Froggie.

etc etc etc cute dashing sexy handsome hot bloggers out there.

i know, like what HAMSAP said i am only worthy of a title below average.
=.=

so to be called... UGLY by a FUGLY is like... WTF.

i camwhore too... a lot... =.=



i MISS them!!! NANTA.



Little Prince with models, with SAN & Leonard, with BRYAN BOY.



... SAN~~~~!!! O.O

Pisau Cukur



ugly me have, styled a lot of celebrities... *winks*

JAPAN



even tho i am ugly, at least i have graced TIFF's red carpet, at least i have a movie poster. and a cut-out-board for fans to camwhore with. ^.^

Buddies, Kai and Abang Ryan



and well at least i have friends who cares about me.
*wonders if DAVID has friends... mmm... awwww... POOR HIM*

david, if i am ugly, fine. i can accept that.
big deal go plastic surgery loh if i am so desperate to look good.
but if i am ugly, it means you are BEYOND ugly.
*i've seen your pictures too!*
super hideous, and AH PEK. and being a AH PEK,
oh i am so sorry, fashion stylist, make up artist, hair stylist,
also cannot help you.

its your mentality.
go get that fix first k. because
like those china aunties,
got money buy LV, still like kampung.
WHY?
no taste means no taste.

and where are YOUR PHOTOS DAVID?
come let the world see your AH PEK look.
*Please do not show that PINK super duper fugly top that i swear after looking at it, seeing any shrink did not help get rid of that image, don't torture your new readers k. they will go mental and blind ah.*

^.^ now don't even go asking for my voice, it's too good for your hearing.

to be fair there's one thing that i gained from reading your blog, the old blog, that time when you made one blogger so furious and i click on his blog to read about his life. that blogger is now my little godbrother. ^.^ thank you wo~

and to be fair to me, i did put you up on my link last time.

like i said i warned you, no more nonsense.

you just don't get it. all those silly little comments you drop everywhere. just look at your ridiculous random cupid comments on people's blog. what do they mean? gosh, you're pathetic to be called David.

I doubt you were even given that name on your birth certificate, because you show no value of a DAVID.

*DAVID do you like not LOVE the FREE publicity I am granting you???*

MUACKS~


PEACE PEACE PEACE PEACE~ WORLD PEACE~~~ ^.^

p.s sorry nase couldn't do a thank you valentine party post, this KNNCB stole your lime light. go kick his ass. hahaha.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

sighs

i was so happy one second.
the next i just felt so emo.

should i start taking medication to stay HAPPY consistently.
or should i just learn to adapt this life.

gosh. why must it be this way.

i wonder, i wonder and yet i only turn into a wandering lost soul.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

just a kite, without a string attached.

i am looking at pictures.
of a lot of different pictures.
trying to place them,
organize them.

but,
suddenly,

none of them feels warm to me.
suddenly.

i feel like a stranger.
looking at people i know.

some smiling, some laughing.
some posing. others just stoning.

some days, i don't know why i am here.
born into this world.

placed in this country.
doing what i am doing now.

today, this very moment is one of them.
i feel, so ever lonely and lost.

someone said,
he is like a string without a kite.
but i think i am a kite,
without a string.
floating in the air, with no guidances.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

as simple as how we chinese eat. NON-HALAL~LA!

now this is hilarious.
when i heard about it from Philip,
i thought yea right.
and when i read the online newspaper, which was barely a sentences,
i still figured... yea sure.

but now... OMFG.

honestly it's as simple as how we Chinese eat.

if the malays... i mean if the islams do not fancy it,
just put a damn NON-HALAL sign there.
*because some malays are not that islamic*

why the fuck did they ban my Avril concert?
ma ci bai!

even tho i did not buy the ticket. but i am sure i will be seeing her.
some how...
ci bai!!!

you are afraid of your kinds getting more screwed up?
then put~la a NON-HALAL concert sign there!!!

ISHHHHHHH... i wonder if Avril sang Chinese would they care to ban?

like hello they didn't ban S.H.E. or Jolin from entering... BODOHS!

and the organizers also another one...
why didn't they promot Avril as CHINESE POP STAR?
she has her songs in different languages what!

MA HAI!

what merdeka? this year has anyone seen any flags on the cars?
almost... most definitely ZERO!

T_T
i sads.

*nah just needed to rant my cunt-try's ass off ain't that sad about it. :P*

it's just that it's time we put a stop to this silliness.
if the islam can't take it.
then make a NON-HALAL concert.
FIN.
it's AS if the rich islams would not fly to singapore/indonesia to watch a sexy bomb sing la.
gosh. brainless.
can make money ok!
like sell the tickets more ex la!
sure the kampung folks can't afford ma. doinks.
city folks already corrupted la. with or without Avril...
no differences. :P

now i wonder what Avril is thinking...
"THANK ALLAH for banning me. I so did not wanna wear a bloody sauna suit JUBAH... WOOTS!!!"
-_-