HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

i wasn't that excited about the new year.

went to the set to wrap things up.
then felt like going out to party.

came back... -.- was so lazy.
the thought of getting stuck in the jam.
with sexy sweaty smelly people on the dance floor...
is just too... YUCKS.

in the end here i am at home. LOLZ.
and i don't even think i will last to 000 hours...
i am SO sleepy already.

been such a long productive happy day.

2010, bye bye. you were great.
i am grateful for everything that has happened.
(including the rm1k stolen... was a VALUABLE lesson...)
i am ultimately happy for meeting UTT. ^^ oh bliss.
HAPPY DIE ME. haha.

2011, be nice. :)

SLUT written

i am wondering...
do i give off...
a... slut vibe?

or... is there a word written on my forehead...
S L U T? or YEE LAI WANNABE???

why... do i always... attract...
attached... guys?

including guys who used to be single...
then not interested in me...
after attached...
... will call me honey, dear, darling, babe, baby...
>.<

ironically before that will call me... bitch, diva, hitler...

HELLO... WRONG PERSON.

i am not desperate k.

pfft.

YAY. a new year is coming.
2011...
...
...
... i don't like that number.
better be an amazing year. tee hee.

and quickly 2012, come quick. haha.
^^

that time of the year

it now comes that time of the year.

where it's ending soon.
and you reflect what happened...
and make new resolutions...
and not keep them.
so i say screw it.

a lot of things has happened this year.
lots of ups and lots of down.
that sort of made my life pretty balanced up.

in general, i guess... i lived life well.
i have everything i ever wanted.
except ben
i felt love, pain, agony. etc
i tasted hate, lust, tears, temptations... etc
i was happy, content, sad, angry, emotional... etc etc etc.

i spent some quality time with UTT!!!
^^ happy die me.

i don't know till today if there were any actions i did,
that i would regret later in life...
but like i said before, regrets are silly...
what ever mistakes you did, learn from them.

always reflect on your life, not compare with others.
if you want to compare, compare with those less privileged.
geeze like so... bitchy, looking down on the less fortunate ones
well it's not to make yourself feel better in life,
rather feel more humble and blessed.

simply because, even tho they are less fortunate in various means,
they have the courage and determination to carry on living.
simple life.

this... writing has some how blown out of proportions. ops.

i like/hate this picture.
it's like one part evil, one part... human. tee hee.


i guess what i am trying to type is that,
the biggest lessons learnt this year is,
that i shouldn't think too much of the future.
shouldn't let peer pressure make me rush into doing things,
that i am personally not ready for.

i should also always have in mind that,
whatever road we take, god has something planned ahead for us.
and whatever the outcome, we should be content with it.
and if it doesn't turn out to be a desired one, just smile,
walk past it, straight ahead to a new chapter.
because there was for sure something to learn from it.

i also learnt that, everybody wants something.
including people who are keen with going out with you, and then announce that if they want to go shopping with you, they have to bare with my bitchness etc etc etc
out of everybody, including myself.
i think, true friendship doesn't really exist anymore.
it's overrated.

so some roads, you are meant to walk alone.
it's probably better that way. no bad feeling towards anyone.
no finger pointing.
no name calling etc.

i also learnt that, you can, live without me.
just that... i am coping this reality without you.

i do think life is fun.
but honestly,
i am so tired of it.

so, next year, i will just live day by day.
not plan anything... much... ahead.

Merry Christmas!

i am so damn lazy.
that is just nothing new.

and because i am also so bored...
i am jotting down some nonsense.

we arrived singapore on tuesday pretty late.
amazingly i drove to the hotel without... a map. HAHA!!!
i guess i am pretty... used to the roads in singapore now. tee hee.
after check in we went straight to geylang,
lorong 9 for an amazing frog porridge.
then... walked opposite for another amazing meal,
beef noodle dish. O.M.G delicious!
went back to the hotel... zzz~~~
well we didn't exactly zzz immediately... we bitched gossiped etc, and made the house keeping come into our room to fix the tv... and that guy was cute... so i didn't mind him coming in and out of the room that night. LOL~~~

we woke up to find this amazing swimming pool...
too bad i didn't bring my speedos but she did! hatez. LOL~


after dyi did some of her errands at the bank we went to her cousin's shop for some pies~~~ ^^

then met up with jevon for a quick lunch at chinatown. ^^


... we made a slight detour to my MUST stop in singapore...
telok ayer street... for my suntory! WOOTS!
had a bottle and told the lady boss i will be back to collect my other bottles...
^^ she gave me a suntory glass. tee hee~~~ happy~

only then we went to the botanic gardens to camwhore. haha.
jevon told us about this featured tree on the S$5 note...
and kinda funny how we manage to find the tree by accident...






jevon dislikes this building near the cathay. tee hee.


caught up with my crazy bling godbrother.


manage to catch a glimpse of orchard's christmas light parade.


and of cause, the highlight and main purpose of going down to begin with was... to meet UTT~
i have met and worked with so many celebrities...
but somehow... meeting him gave me butterflies in the stomach...
and this was not the first time i met him... just never this personal. LOL~~~
oh happy die me.


went to chloe to collect the bag, dine at mos, collected my suntory and off we went home.

it was such an amazing 24 hours trip down to singapore with loads of catching ups. ^^
such bliss. tee hee.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

UTT

oh super duper impromptu me.
utt's team sent an email to me on Tuesday afternoon,
saying he will meet me... on Wednesday evening...
OMG!
... only it's in Singapore...
and without even thinking... LOL.
i said OK. haha.
posted on facebook... my bff said LETs GO...
simply because she wants to do a quick get away from KL.
and by QUICK... i mean... QUICK...
we... left... at that very moment 3pm...
we decided to drive to Singapore to spend the night there
and shop like mad the next day. hahaha!!!
(i was like still in the office... then... ok lets GONE. =.=#)

oh anything for Utt. ^^


tee hee~~~ ^^
oh happy die me.
and yes... we just got back. HAHAHAHA!!!
yawns... panda eyes me later at work...

urghs.

maybe... it's for the best.
i don't know.

... but what i do know is that i really do feel like shutting down.
i am just so tired with dealing with "friends".

i don't know what is real anymore.
... or who is real... genuine...

i feel that facebook is overrated apart from it's videos...
... i just feel really really really tired in seeing people.

so i guess... either i go for a long hiatus... or... make this blog private.
... or just write somewhere else where nobody will see or know.

... i don't know.

... i hate it that he blocked me from seeing his wall. pfft.

best toy of the month!

been throwing away so much junk in the house...


i really liked this dumb piggy bank... there was 3 designs i think

since the kids are no longer in the other room...
i have space in the house ^^
and that means i can buy junks toys!
so i finally gotten my industrial sewing machine.
tee hee.

dad bought me a home sewing machine 10 years back...
=.= gosh i am ancient. haha.
anyhow i never liked that machine...
he decided to buy super randomly and if i didn't want it...
... that simply means i don't need it.
so there and then i had to say yes... because i am greedy.
like wtf. why can't we go around to find a better brand?
at least a brother, singer... something star??? cannot sew at all loh!
so yea that machine... i never sewn anything much out of it...



but today, the first one hour after getting this toy...
i made myself a new curtain.
just for the fun of sewing.
curtains are super duper easy to sew.
and i have so much fabrics in the house.
tee hee~ funs.



weekends are going to be filled with making clothes now.
;) cotton is up. polyester is up...
petrol is up... =.= everything is up...
so yea... better make my own clothes again.
FUNS~~~

... now to shop for a drafting/cutting table...

Dog Days Are Over

Happiness hit her like a train on a track
Coming towards her stuck still no turning back
She hid around corners and she hid under beds
She killed it with kisses and from it she fled

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run

Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your loving, your loving behind
You cant carry it with you if you want to survive

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come

And I never wanted anything from you
Except everything you had and what was left after that too, oh

Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your loving, your loving behind
You cant carry it with you if you want to survive

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come

FULL VERSION



Happiness hit her like a train on a track
Coming towards her stuck still no turning back
She hid around corners and she hid under beds
She killed it with kisses and from it she fled
With every bubble she sank with her drink
And washed it away down the kitchen sink

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run

Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your loving, your loving behind
You cant carry it with you if you want to survive

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come

And I never wanted anything from you
Except everything you had and what was left after that too, oh
Happiness hit her like a bullet in the back
Struck from a great height by someone who should know better than
that

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come

Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your loving, your loving behind
You cant carry it with you if you want to survive

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run

... and OMG the original is EVEN better. keke.
sorta beats faye wong, lady gaga, etc etc etc

bigger package

couldn't stop giggling.
just so... wrong.
but it's so... right.
tee hee.



*wink winks*