Friday, October 29, 2010

awwwWWWWWrrrgghhhHHhhhH!!!

yeeeeeps...!!!

i am so not ready for china...
>.<

wish me luck...

... this area feels so ULU... altho i know it's not...
but it just feels like it...

urghhsss... suddenly it feels like i am traveling alone for the first time...
*boss will only come the next day*
... i think i only went on the plane with my parents twice in my life.
then from then on it was me traveling on my own all the time.

even when i learnt how to drive, dad was in the car with me once...
then i was expected to know how to handle it.

how fast time flies... one day i was being carried.
then crawling...
walking...
running...
and... flying... haha.
when will i be, lying?

but of cause secretly i am excited to visit this area. ^^

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Fraud Case

finders keepers, losers weepers.
someone is poorer by RM10 today...
found this bank note on the pavement just now. kekeke. *9ish pm*
^^


some times its a good thing the government sector use BM as their communication tool.

the other day, last wednesday to be exact, i received a call,
number was basically blocked.

the first thing the voice said (auto female operator)
was that i have an outstanding balance of one thousand something ringgit...
naturally i was shocked... my first thought it's a call from DIGI!
i was a little confused as to how my bill could be a thousand,
it couldn't be from the simple phone call i made to china that caused it?

so when the operator gave the option to press 0 to speak to the customer representative,
naturally whoever that is on a panic and rage mode would just click it...
and without more than 2 rings someone picked it up...
and claims that i am now speaking to someone who works for EON bank...

i was even more puzzled!!! why am i suddenly diverted to EON BANK???

so i asked him why what when where who how...

and found out that i "SUDDENLY" have a credit card with EON BANK.
it's MINE. i owe them RM8k plus plus... AMAZINGLY, for the past few months.
i currently have an outstanding payment of RM1k to make before my card gets blocked...
... even when i kept telling that idiot i do not own such a card, he insist that i DO...
it's... MINE... i registered it in SIBU...

*actually when he asked for my details like name and ID, after giving it to him, i asked him a question since he has my details, where is this ID's address registered to, which he then told me somewhere somewhere in SIBU*

i was laughing like mad when i heard that ~loh...
SIBU? i have never step foot in SABAH, SARAWAK, let alone SIBU... -.-

... at one point i thought it was a GOTCHA call!!! >.<

only then he "AGREED" that it's probably a fraud case...
he then told me the card's details... and what i should do...
... which was to call bank negara to settle the issue...
ODDLY after he gave me bank negara's number,
he asked if i would want him to divert the call to bank negara...

being BLONDE now, and CHEAP... i figured hey... if banks could do this now...
WHY NOT? i am not paying the phone bill ma~~~ ^^

this is when their entire scam got really fishy... and... obvious.
it's so silly...

first things first, no way in any government sectors would speak to you in pure fluent english...
our national language comes first, only if you request then they will communicate in english.

the bank negara "representative" answered the call in less than a heart beat,
and spoke to me in fluent english, so fluent i was PUZZLED...
hence i spoke to him in MALAY automatically... which gave him a shock...
that lead him into defensive, immediately responding back to me in malay...
... but thanks to his cockiness, which was just a simple line... that i decided to call back...

THAT MA CHI BAI SAID IF I DON'T BELIEVE THIS IS BANK NEGARA THEN CALL BACK LA...
which I did, after calling 103 to reconfirm the number that they gave was indeed bank negara's...

*that gave me a bit of a panic, thinking OMFG it's real? so my ID card does owe them RM8k???*

so i found out after calling the real bank negara (which took me a while to get thru, and spoke in malay even when i chose english) that if the conversation carried on, they would ask me to bank in money to an account to prevent me from getting charges, previously this case was with another bank, AM bank... and NO... eon bank or another other bank cannot transfer the call to bank negara. kekekeke.

the end. a little drama fiasco in the early wednesday morning last week. hehe.

thing is, just never panic... nothing can go wrong if you don't panic...
but when you do panic all hells break thru...
*did i get this right? haha*

... OMG i am so bad at telling stories... :P
*i am BLONDE i am allowed to tell lame stories*

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

shoes from the past

after 1 week the cabinet is built...
only today, somehow i had some mood...
to rearrange a small portion of my shoes.

this is actually my second + third shoe cabinet... :P
yes, i have issues...



most of these shoes were left in a plastic bag,
either waiting to be thrown...
or saved... but mostly to be thrown.

i should not have attachment with things...

i bought this pair of sembonia when i was...
mmm probably 15?
haha.



i couldn't believe it when i saw my old high school shoes...
^^ oh how i missed those days.
... can't believe it's XX years already. OMFG. haha.
... and the shoes still exist... OMFG!!!


also bought this when i was a teenager... -.-


i think i bought this together with the other nikes... =.=


... was my favorite over priced rubber protection...


bought this out of boredom...
worn them once and hated them...
but they remind me of the first pair of converse my grandma bought for me.
we walked to jaya jusco back then when it was still in TTDI,
she selected them, because it was light.
so till today i will try to get shoes that are light.
^^


my favorite thing to buy whenever i am in malacca. haha.


i abandon this poor shoes way too long...
worn them only thrice i think...


... these shoes, are probably...
10% of all the other shoes i own...

... i should snap wear them before they die...
... shoes should be worn not hidden...
... so now i try not to buy anymore shoes...
because i only have one pair of legs...
and i rarely even wear shoes to begin with...
to damn lazy...

... and that's also why i have so many slippers, tongs, flipflops, sandals...
... yes i have issues.
:(

Monday, October 25, 2010

hufffsss

mmm lately my life is in such a mess.
super messy.
i am super lazy to even do my laundry... -.-
clothes have been piling up around the room... house...


i stole this soap. haha.


something you gave me,
that till today,
i have yet to open it.
i guess, it will forever be my pandora.


life sometimes has no meaning.
you could seek so much for that simple meaning,
but thru out the entire journey...
you just simply forgotten to, live that life.

makes me wonder,
if my time were to stop suddenly...
will i have many regrets?

as much as i would be in denial...
i know i do already have some...

Sunday, October 24, 2010

something random

i will be off to china one week from today,
for a week...
(it will be nov when i come back)
i think i will be super deprived of the internet.
no msn. no facebook.

am i mentally prepared for that?

... as expected, K isn't interested. :)
well that's at least what i think.
seeing that he doesn't really responds to my sms.

oh well. life is such a funny road.
i think it's best walking alone and laughing out loud alone.

some random pictures i snapped today.
i rarely snap pictures these days...
i don't know why...
i don't even really bother camwhoring the blond side of me now...

these bananas are huge. they say that this fruit will soon be extinct if we are not careful.



went to visit the set today.
while i was leaving, i took a different route,
and saw this house with the plane,
i smiled a little because it's the house my friend took a picture of some time back...



i think that my england has gone down the drain.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

to find a happy



I'm going to find a happy
I'm going to find a happy
I'm going to find a happy place

Seven thousand eyes are watching
watching home and no ones touching
Army of the city workers secretarys lawyers brokers
heading for a london station
Hoping for a quick salvation
Oblivous to cherry cola
trying to sell to every stranger
stuck here its cold im standing
hoping for some understanding
only way to go is inside

I'm going to find a happy
I'm going to find a happy
I'm going to find a happy place

seven thousand light years travel
let my sense of time unravel
traffic is never ending
send those weaknesses decending
towards the upright centre
let the fire rise and enter
tap into the primal power
rising like a gaint tower
creating energy receiving
cut a hole right through the ceiling
people getting smaller as you fly

I'm going to find a happy
I'm going to find a happy
I'm going to find a happy place

bu bo ba ba
bu bo ba ba

find a star
send down a beam
to where you are
an elevator of life
taking you somwhere where you will always be
loved

I have found that stress and nonsense
puts me in a zone of avoidence
could my mind be moving faster
pulling like a super cluster
can be hard to trust a felling
bubbly and ends seeeeing

were going to find a happy
were going to find a happy + bo bu ba ba
were going to find a happy
a happy place
a happy place
a happy place
a happy place

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

if only it comes true...

i wish.

i am dead.

the pain today was just, excruciating.

don't know how long i will last...

so please... end it fast.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

those specs

last night...
sighs.

i don't know how to write this.

...
i met someone last night.
and i like that someone.

but like in the past...

this will probably be another one way street.

so i should just remind myself...
a big huge NO NO...
that it wouldn't work.

i am evil,
and evil people,
well they are not allowed to love.

as simple as that. sighs.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

so bad it's good

LOLZ!!!

when Blake posted this on his page i was like...
WTF is this shit!

... then well the bored lame ass me had nothing better to click...
and once i click it doesn't stop...

geeze... she's so bad it's good. kakaka.

seriously... lame ass good. ^^



to know more about this mad woman... click Miranda Sings

... i think i am turning mad soon too.

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Annoying Irritating Conversations

i really do hate it,
when someone that i probably have not seen in about...
probably ONLY two months ago...
and out of the sudden we bumped into one another...
they go...
OMG you are getting thinner...
... next time around anyone who says that to me...
i will just tell them back...
OMG its not true... you just got fatter!
and then there are those idiotic bitches that make remarks like...
har... you are going to the gym? for what so skinny already...
... well these sort of humans... they shall now get a bitchy reply from me...
honey that's how i stay skinny unlike your fat lazy ass. :)
... and omg the worst...
huh... you GO GYM? don't look like it...
-.-
i shall now reply you with...
... same goes to you. :)

i mean seriously... OMG... just shut up if you have nothing better to say,
especially when you know nuts. pfft.
it's damn annoying.
i am trying...
what are YOU doing?
#$%^&&^*&(&*&%@$^%$&*&(^)&%$@~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!
pfft.

Friday, October 1, 2010

Perfect Nightmare

heard this song on the radio today...
and...
well... i guess the lyric sort of says it.
mmm...






Sometimes we fight
Sometimes I cry
Why don't I
Just tell him goodbye
Sometimes I should
But sometimes I don't
Build up the strength to
Say that it's wrong
Sometimes I hate
Sometimes I love
Sometimes I hurt
Sometimes I don't
Sometimes I wait
For him to change
But it's okay
I've disguised the pain
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love
With this man
Yeah

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way (x7)
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep my cool
Sometimes I let him know
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
Sometimes I feel safe
Sometimes I really don't
Sometimes I promise that i'm ready to let him go
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone
They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love
With this man
Ohh ohhh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way (x7)
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare

Hoping he's changing
But i'm scared he's not
Can't see a way to leave
Help me open my eyes

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it
I already know I don't deserve it
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
So when will I wake up and scream
No way (x7)
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare
No way (x7)
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting
This is my perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare
Perfect nightmare

... i do wonder, if i will ever wake up.