what if

lets just say,

you have a condition with your head.
mmm, there's a growth in the brain.
perhaps a tumor.

and it's deadly, but removable,
via surgery.

but by going thru this surgery,
because the tumor has widely spread,
there's a 85% of you loosing your memories...

would you, go thru this operation?

just so you could live longer,
but without your memories...
would being alive even mean anything then?
or perhaps, it's just better to start a new life,
and pretend everything that has happened,
to be meaningless...

so i survived the first phrase

i almost died at ipoh.

don't get me wrong. i love that place...
so... calm. and peaceful.

their weekdays traffic is kl's weekend traffic...
>.<

seriously when we arrived kl last night,
and the driver saw the jam...
i literally said WELCOME BACK TO KL! -.-

loads of yummie food, but i don't get to taste them... yet.
been soooooo busy moving around towns.
shoot. shoot shoot... no time to even eat...
food on set sucks!

the shoot has been relatively... stressful.

art department = SUCKS big time.

basically each departments has their flaws.
but art department... -.- my GAWD! i wanna kick his ass!

and i did!!!
haha.

that lame ass RAHIM gave one million flaunts about what he can do.
but delivered crappy stuffs that my nephew could do better.
on top of that BURST the budget sky high.
our executive producer must be volcano red...
i know i WAS!

everyday we are made to wait for their lame ass department... beh tahan!

one of my biggest achievement was... to get the police range rover on set. ^.^
in less than 7 hours. *minus my sleeping hours* with no formal paper works.
all i did was gave all the officers my CUTENESS smile.
it's so lethal, aunties in the market would literally melt.
at 12 noon 26.10, a blue police range rover came to my set! haha.

seriously all it took was determination!
while all the other departments said it's not possible...
i was just so skeptical about it.
so this proves, nothing is impossible! heh.

WOOTS. i feel so proud.

that aside, i have been feeling sooooooo gloomy about this shoot.
it is a good script, (actually it's NOT!)
... ok... it's a good story plot...
but i don't really like the script. i find it... lame.

i guess that's why the director is taking time to make/shoot it perfect.
cause sometimes it's his direction that makes it more interesting.

there were just sooooo many times i wanted to leave set.
come home to KL and just... shake leg.
then to know that, there is a slight possibility to impress the director...
so hopefully... perhaps... -.- i would be offered a new movie job...
under... a fantastic actress/executive producer michelle yeoh...
i am trying/coping/struggling... to survive on this set... -.-

*WHAT MY NEAREST TO HOLLYWOOD LAND K!*

... then... sighs. the moment i arrived the office,
my other producers said... OMG LITTLE PRINCE... u lost weight...
-.- i turned EMO the entire night...

in one week plus... i lost weight... sighs...
am i that stressed up on set???
is it... actually even worth it???
do i really still want all these???
... i really don't know. =.=#

PISAU CUKUR finally PREMIERs~

heh.
extremely excited.
one year ago, we wrap our production for this project.

after months of editing.
CGI works, colour grading, transferring, music, etc...

now finally,
it's coming to the cinemas near you~ ^.^
5th NOV 2009.

but i am going for the premiere later today. heh. WOOTS.
best part, you are coming.

official sound track


oh. before you get to scroll to the trailer.
a random quick shout out to all the brands that helped supported sponsored us during the entire shoot.

to:

louis vuitton for flying in the bags from hong kong.
jimmy choo for the shoes and bags!
hermes for the beautiful scarves and bag.
radley & la sportsac for the funtastic bags.
alldressedup for the fabulous dresses.
reliance optical for the spectacular shades and glasses!!!
shinju pearls for the unique semi precious stones accessories.
axxezz for the huge sun hats.
mooks & rip curl for the superb clothes.
addias for the golf attires.
qvinn for saving my ass~ haha. ^.^
crocs, chris & delph for the perfect shoes.

aigner, coach, prada, M boutique, for your support for the billboard and publicity photos~ ^.^

nurita harith (pink dress), keera & kate (customized shoes) for helping me big time for the music video!
and homme salon for the hair~ ^.^

to richard tsen and eleanor ng, the local designers who helped me make the costumes!
and my wonderful seamstress team for enduring those torturous moments dealing with me. haha.
and my assistants on set... for baring with me barking endless orders Pitt & Hana, THANK YOU.

and Li Wei!!! for coming to help me out one day while i had to run off to shoot with MTV.
*in the end that shoot tak jadi keluars... hatez*

many many many THANK YOUS. none of this is possible without the many many many help and effort and support you guys gave me! HUGZ. many more fun Malaysian local films to be made in future.
*champagne glass toss, clank clank*

sorry if i missed anyone out... you know i hearts you~ HUGZ.
*i am OLD ok... am entitled to forget a few names here and there... SORRY loh*

Movie Trailer


billboard along federal highway


during metro's publicity photo shoot


SUPPORT k... and feel free to bitch.
but i might bitch back. haha.
WHHEEEEEZ~~~

i have been having this headache for the longest time and it feels as if it's growing from one spot, to different places. i am wondering if, it could be some sort of tumor, and if it is, honestly, i will be so happy.i pray and hope that it's fatal.

dis-

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will cannot shall have

will not think about him.
will not think about him.
will not think about him.
will not think about him.

cannot think nonsense.
cannot think nonsense.
cannot think nonsense.
cannot think nonsense.

shall not miss him.
shall not miss him.
shall not miss him.
shall not miss him.

have to be strong.
have to be strong.
have to be strong.
have to be strong.

aimless

have i,
all this while been in denial?

have i ever... manage to go thru that stage?
or have i always been in denial?

will i...
should i just...

perhaps after this, long hectic schedule,
i should take a long break away and just hide.

Hi, My name is...

HI My name is Daniel,

And I am a youtuberholic...
>.<

... yes. i am in one of the anonymous group now.
sadly. i have fallen in the bandwagon of youtuberholics.
(i made up that word so don't bother finding it... LOLZ)

i just can't help it!!!
i keep clicking from ONE link to another...
and next thing i know i have been sitting here on a rest day,
for more then 2 hours... some times worst.
seriously if i am not working perhaps 1 day... -.-

T.T i hate/love/hate/love/hate youtube!











and those... were just SOME of the many millions tubes i have been clicking... >.<

tikiville

lets meet up later at tikiville~



yay~ i am heading down to ipoh at 5.30am laters for a day trip.
heh. can't wait to see where the hell i am going to sleep...
for the next few months... -.- zzz.