Saturday, September 25, 2010

will i be as shallow?

makes me wonder...
not to say that i have a superb body.
but, the definitions here there are beginning to form.

no doubt there's still a lot of work, needed.
bigger triceps. bigger chest.
ass. deltoids. etc...
... bigger everything. LOLZ.
point is the shape is forming.

i just need more food.
to build them.
*i am so lazy to eat lately*

the question now here is...
those guys who ignores me because i am skinny...

i do wonder will i be bothered to acknowledge them back...
the moment i am at par with them?
*coughs* as if i will be at par with them... *coughs*
fit with the ideal body...

and it also makes me wonder...
what was the objective of doing this in the first place then...

to seduce someone...?
to make someone regret?
to make myself feel better?
..............??????
... does make me wonder...
what sort of person i will turn into when that happens...

and why do i even bothered?

... i guess... sometimes it's just to past time.

-.- gosh i have no life. zzz.