there are 10 thousand trillion billions millions thoughts going on about in my head when it touches the pillow. but when i come sit here in front of the computer, the mind just goes blank. goodness, my entire body is dead tired, the mind is exhausted. but yet it doesn't want to rest. funny, that the thought of giving up would even occur to it when it doesn't even want to REST!!! >.< urghs hatez.
but yes there are so much things i want to say... emo emo emo emo emo thoughts. and it's only here, at this space where i still have an outlet to release everything out. not that i am ALWAYS emo, but i feel that facebook is now beginning to be just too... public. this spot, still feels a little more familiar, like a comfort zone.
sighs. i wish there was an off button for the mind.
