i... honestly don't know why you would send me an sms...
stating that we need to talk...
i know what i wrote on my facebook.
what i don't know is, it's because of that, we suddenly need to talk.
... it some how sounds serious.
do you actually care?
why do i always feel like i am the victim.
then it turns out that you are the victim...?
it's not entirely fair... i tell you how i feel...
you, only hide them from me.
keep me guessing.
i don't really want to meet you. because i might just cry, if i did.
all i want, is to be treated right. as a friend.
is that, too much to even ask for?
because i don't want to make you sad,
to trouble you,
to disturb you,
i decided to stay away,
be distant...
to give you back your space,
to feel free...
then yet you call me back...
i am just lost now.
i don't know how to face you...
all i feel like doing now is just, crying.
sighs.
