everyday i feel like snapping a picture.
so i can post them here.
instead of writing so much.
but i am just not inspired.
everyday i feel more and more tired.
to do things, anything just feels like a chore.
last weekend, i went down to singapore.
what was suppose to be a spontaneous one day trip,
turned into a night trip...
sighs. will never trust people.
anyone for that matter.
everyday, i feel that i my trust level shrinks less and lesser.
everyday, i feel that i am acting, smiling away.
pretending everything is ok.
everyday, almost hourly, i find myself, questioning myself...
Are you ok?
only to hear the answer, i don't know...
and now, i don't know anymore comes to thought.
and everyday, i think how many more days are left to count.
some people are grateful for so little.
i am so blessed, but yet...
work is sort of my only escape right now...
