le mange

meh.
menderitanya.

... just one day.
even just ONE DAY...
this feels like a pure torture.

... surgery is at 9.30.
that's if the doctor is punctual...

can't wait to get a bite of life after this.
urghs. haha.

oh food i miss u...
we can never ever be apart!!!

Just Friends

watched this last night.
was so... drooling. haha.
especially the second clip...
do stay tune till after the credit roll. hilarious sial. heh.

single but not available

single but not available.
this is the easier route to forget.
after all the advise was,

the best revenge is carry on with your life,
and he never existed.

so i went slutting, after so long. keke.
and last night was just exhausting.
the longest kiss ever.
close to 2 hours of mouth vacuuming.
haha.

gosh.
and then there's that nipple nibbling.
totally swollen now.
=.= damnit he probably swallowed my stud.



yes and the cock is pretty much swollen from the 2 hours alternating hj bj... nais
;) naughty kinky slutty.

No Like The Movies

nonsense close to 3am...

there are 10 thousand trillion billions millions thoughts going on about in my head when it touches the pillow. but when i come sit here in front of the computer, the mind just goes blank. goodness, my entire body is dead tired, the mind is exhausted. but yet it doesn't want to rest. funny, that the thought of giving up would even occur to it when it doesn't even want to REST!!! >.< urghs hatez.

but yes there are so much things i want to say... emo emo emo emo emo thoughts. and it's only here, at this space where i still have an outlet to release everything out. not that i am ALWAYS emo, but i feel that facebook is now beginning to be just too... public. this spot, still feels a little more familiar, like a comfort zone.

sighs. i wish there was an off button for the mind.

like an old record

like an old record,
that just keeps playing a rerun,
not because it lacks of new inputs.

... but simply because it does it,
to remind me... that i should move on.

it hurts

-.-#
china was hell.
they blocked EVERYTHING!!!

i can live without facebook...
youtube was pushing it...
... no blog? no pictures? no words to read???
... that was just murder.

food was horrible.
first meal was basically papa john...
last meal was like... mcd!?
haha. -.-

i will only go back to beijing and shanghai...
other parts... well better have a super hunk with me!

it's going to be a super duper busy last two months of the year...
can't believe 2010 is about to end and 2011 is creeping up...
sniff... i will be so damn... old by then. HUR HUR HUR!!!

i hope everything turns out fine.
and there's a major huge birthday party planned for next year...
kekeke.