i will endure all this discomfort and pain.
i know i will...
but if one day i loose all strength,
i want you to know, and remember...
that i love you ben, always.
i might not have had the guts to say it to you again.
but i do. always have, always will.
... i was really happy when i got your text message.
wishing me happy birthday.
it was your text that mattered most.
and it happily made my 28th birthday... meaningful.
because all these years, you... well you just made my day and year that day.
^^
and thank you to all my other friends for your kind wishes.
especially you.
