heavy in thoughts

ouch. too much thoughts. panting. prancing. droopy. sleepy.
but heavy in thoughts.
too much in deed.
noise.
there's too much.
as tho some sort of voices.

silent. silences. but they are still there.
thoughts.
they are every where.
going thru, every single little details.

buzz. as tho, white noises in the mind.
sleepy head. heavy eye lids.
but yet. eyes are wide open.

easy the mind. breathe.
easy to say, but what exactly am i doing.
typing. with my eyes closed. trying.

life is about making mistakes.

oh i do want to stop thinking for a while.
stop stop stop.
but i can't seem to stop.
it just keeps going.
from one thought to another,
totally being all random... ... ... ... ... ........
oh please just stop. it's tormenting my beauty rejuvenation.

how random.

... thoughts are making my stomach hungry.
hatez.
... hates.

breath. breathe. i crave for that dreamland.
in that land where i am safe. and sound all alone.
with the sea sand sun and breeze.
where i can breath.

feel freely.
with noises of the nature.
just me and nature.
and organized tunes from nature.
playing around. flowing.
silences, there are none.
thoughts, there are plenty.
it seems to be aplenty at this wee hour.
tsk tsk tsk.

mind. it cannot be silent.
if it did, i were probably dead.
oh body feels weak. tired. exhausted. mind...
over flowing with nonsense. -.-

oh do let it rest then. so i can stop scribbling on cyber space.