i wish i could just say that i am leaving.
i wish that i could some how, extract certain memories away.
some days, some nights, like today tonight...
the world seems and feels so bright...
and so large at scale.
buildings seems just, so... enormous.
that life seems so fragile... that you just,
somehow, cannot control it...
looking up the sky,
the clouds, they seem so calm.
and the moon... it's just so bright.
serene.
i wish i could just remember those moments,
when i was just at peace,
at bliss.
where everything seems so calm and easy.
everyone in this life has/have their own issues.
problems where it's mostly emotional based.
how they would want to solve it,
to move on,
to just... forgive and forget,
but is usually easier said than done...
till today, enough tho... i want too...
i can just never forget...
i tried to cry.
i really really did.
but tears just refuse to flow down...
i don't know how...
or even if i could just do this anymore...
all i know for now, i am grateful that i will be away...
from KL soon...
i do hope that these few months will make me... calmer.
