square one

urghs.
i don't know if i have enough strength to go thru this phrase.
but i have to.

sighs.
i took up probably a little too many shoots till early next year.
hoping that i wouldn't have a single spare moment to think about nonsense.
gosh. oh dear lord god, i do hope this works.

... just that i have been so used to ranting about work to you too.
damnit. and now mmm... whom do i bitch and gossip about with...
feels like the plan just brought me back to square one...
only now i have more things to think about.