i have to keep reminding myself lately,
since i tend to forget so quickly...
that i am not a good person.
not exactly evil or mean.
but definitely not up for a sainthood kid.
with that, baring in mind...
i should not fall for someone so pure.
because i am not worthy.
i now might be a lot more tame.
but i still have evil thoughts running in my head.
mental visuals about people getting killed.
i might not say it. i might not do it.
but it's all running in my head.
ok... so i am pure evil.
... so before i ruin...
or do anything silly...
^.^ i better just stop thinking happy.
you deserve so much better.
smile smile smile smile smile...
and be just happy with myself. ^.^
