am i coping?
:(
i really don't know.
one moment i feel so at peace.
like i can.
next moment i feel so down.
so unease.
one moment, i feel like telling someone something.
then some friends says it's best that i don't.
and then i think i should.
... only then i think maybe, i shouldn't.
and just keep it to myself.
dear god. whatever it is that you have set for me in this life.
just guide me to it then. whatever it may be. i will smile about it.
please help keep me focus.
