it's been a while.
... i do feel like scribbling something.
but i have no idea what.
some days i stare at the wall.
my mind goes blank.
and i wonder what this life is all about...
i wonder what and why am i doing here.
what happens next?
i guess i wonder way too much.
... when will all this end...?
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Sunday, June 19, 2011
you light me up
you have no idea,
how much...
i miss you.
i miss us.
i really do.
you are the only person,
that makes me smile so bright.
and so happy.
or do you...?
:)
how much...
i miss you.
i miss us.
i really do.
you are the only person,
that makes me smile so bright.
and so happy.
or do you...?
:)
Thursday, June 16, 2011
tee hee.
^^
YOU ARE BACK!!!
i am glad and HAPPY.
woots.
3 weeks. wow.
that was fast.
lalalalala. i am now more calm and chipper.
i don't think anyone has matter as much as you do in my life.
YOU ARE BACK!!!
i am glad and HAPPY.
woots.
3 weeks. wow.
that was fast.
lalalalala. i am now more calm and chipper.
i don't think anyone has matter as much as you do in my life.
Friday, May 27, 2011
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
life's an hourglass
i would like to think that my grandma is singing this song to me...
i am worried for her.
i am worried for her.
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Sunday, May 8, 2011
amazing how they are able to steal, when it's locked.
today is probably the worst day so far of the new year.
just when i thought all tiredness will soon fade...
a new whole drama emerged with no warning.
sighs.
am too drained. too tired. too... negative,
to even talk properly about it.
tomorrow, will be a new day.
a brand new, and better day.
... lets hope this marks the maximum bad luck quota for me.
will not be able to take any new crap...
just when i thought all tiredness will soon fade...
a new whole drama emerged with no warning.
sighs.
am too drained. too tired. too... negative,
to even talk properly about it.
tomorrow, will be a new day.
a brand new, and better day.
... lets hope this marks the maximum bad luck quota for me.
will not be able to take any new crap...
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
now every time when i pee...
on sunday while i was peeing...
i thought of a little bird...
... well not my wee wee...
but a little bird...
that i once,
... got heart broken by...
anyhow,
now every time when i pee and bubbles form...
i am reminded of you.
... i remembered the conversation but i forgotten the term used...
was it... lather...
i was reminded of things you wanted to tell me,
but you never did.
promises that you made to me,
but you never fulfilled.
till today, a promise as simple as revealing your name,
... but i guess all these i will never know.
i thought of a little bird...
... well not my wee wee...
but a little bird...
that i once,
... got heart broken by...
anyhow,
now every time when i pee and bubbles form...
i am reminded of you.
... i remembered the conversation but i forgotten the term used...
was it... lather...
i was reminded of things you wanted to tell me,
but you never did.
promises that you made to me,
but you never fulfilled.
till today, a promise as simple as revealing your name,
... but i guess all these i will never know.
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
A Good Life
I silently thank God daily for everything that is smooth,
and even on those day that they aren't so smooth...
well first I curse a little... then I thank HIM...
and take the obstacle... as a challenge.
and I know, when I cannot solve it...
HE will help me in some ways... ^^
so that I will stop bitching and cursing
I know so far I have been living a pretty good life.
And I feel so blessed with it.
just OMG sometimes it's so tiring living even if it's a good life!!!
Ahhh~ Life is just so funny in many many ways.
So I shall try to live, day by day... slowly.
well then again time ticks by too damn fast when I am busy
this is not a rant post... lol.
hardly believable. i know. LOL!!!
i merely just wanted to share this MV.
such a nice tune and the video is so RAW!
^^
and even on those day that they aren't so smooth...
well first I curse a little... then I thank HIM...
and take the obstacle... as a challenge.
and I know, when I cannot solve it...
HE will help me in some ways... ^^
I know so far I have been living a pretty good life.
And I feel so blessed with it.
Ahhh~ Life is just so funny in many many ways.
So I shall try to live, day by day... slowly.
this is not a rant post... lol.
hardly believable. i know. LOL!!!
i merely just wanted to share this MV.
such a nice tune and the video is so RAW!
^^
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Di-Larang Masuk
it's been a really hectic month.
but so far so good!!!
THANK GOD!!!
late last month we did a charity gala screening for a movie i did last year...
Di-Larang Masuk... which premiered on the 7th April 2011...
Directed by Jeff Chiang. Script was also written by him.
(He also wrote a really witty local animation Sea-Food go check it out!)
The outcome of the movie is pretty good.
Am quiet pleased with it.
Not bad for using a Mark II Canon Digital Camera to film.
The film treatment, colour editing, post production effects really made a big difference to the film's mood...
I ONLY hope that the local audience can get/accept the plot... lolz.
Because it's not the typical cliché Malay movie... haha. ops.
I really like how they changed the ending of the movie...
but OMG i really hate the extra, suddenly appearing -.-
kinda ruined my entire film. hahaha.
oh well what has been done is done...
and there are a few errors in the movie that both my departments did...
i was both production and costume designer.
low budget ma gila kuasa ma... haha.
that might just kill/haunt me for life...
but again THANK GOD it wasn't so noticeable!!! tee hee~~~ ^^
so erm... to whoever that is reading... GO WATCH IT!
see if you can spot my mistakes...
GOT TWO OK!!! very obvious if you are equally anal...
i give you present so you will shardups IF you can spot them... hahaha.
then suddenly came april...
>.<
super duper busy sial can die...
i am awake and blogging only because i had a way too long nap...
did a photoshot with Maya for a Singapore Magazine...
and another one with Tiz...
... and i might just die next week for a week of long fashion shows to do...
... but i love money so i shall shardups and not complain...
the month is so not over yet...
the real game has only just begun...
hur hur... BE KIND APRIL!!!
... ok i have to go eat. super hungry.
say bye bye to the abs... hahaha.
urghs don't know why some of my "i" i write... I and some i write i... hatez...
and... urghs... i just noticed it's the same blue shirt... too soon for a repeat... urghs... hahaha.
13.04.11
OMG... ok it's not the same blue shirt... i just saw it in the laundry basket that i have TWO similar blue shirts... HAHAHA... -.-
but so far so good!!!
THANK GOD!!!
late last month we did a charity gala screening for a movie i did last year...
Di-Larang Masuk... which premiered on the 7th April 2011...
Directed by Jeff Chiang. Script was also written by him.
(He also wrote a really witty local animation Sea-Food go check it out!)
The outcome of the movie is pretty good.
Am quiet pleased with it.
Not bad for using a Mark II Canon Digital Camera to film.
The film treatment, colour editing, post production effects really made a big difference to the film's mood...
I ONLY hope that the local audience can get/accept the plot... lolz.
Because it's not the typical cliché Malay movie... haha. ops.
I really like how they changed the ending of the movie...
but OMG i really hate the extra, suddenly appearing -.-
kinda ruined my entire film. hahaha.
oh well what has been done is done...
and there are a few errors in the movie that both my departments did...
i was both production and costume designer.
that might just kill/haunt me for life...
but again THANK GOD it wasn't so noticeable!!! tee hee~~~ ^^
so erm... to whoever that is reading... GO WATCH IT!
see if you can spot my mistakes...
GOT TWO OK!!! very obvious if you are equally anal...
i give you present so you will shardups IF you can spot them... hahaha.
then suddenly came april...
>.<
super duper busy sial can die...
i am awake and blogging only because i had a way too long nap...
did a photoshot with Maya for a Singapore Magazine...
and another one with Tiz...
the month is so not over yet...
the real game has only just begun...
hur hur... BE KIND APRIL!!!
... ok i have to go eat. super hungry.
say bye bye to the abs... hahaha.
and... urghs... i just noticed it's the same blue shirt... too soon for a repeat... urghs... hahaha.
OMG... ok it's not the same blue shirt... i just saw it in the laundry basket that i have TWO similar blue shirts... HAHAHA... -.-
Saturday, April 2, 2011
U FFK ME!
urghs.
i was so looking forward to tonight...
but then... as fate plays with me...
the date called in sick instead...
i feel like i kena fong fei kei lor... sniffs.
oh damnit. was so looking forward to seeing his pecs...
=.=
then again not going to the club is also a good thing,
it now takes a while to recover from any hang over.
will be a bad idea to skip my workout routine tomorrow.
finally the mind and body can now cope with heavier weights,
and a slight different free weights routine. YAYS!
and i guess the results are showing. DOUBLE YAYS!
so there's no way i wanna skip a session now...
tee hee.
this is not to flaunt *nothing to flaunt... yet!*
but a documentation of how small it is... haha... -.-
yes this means, ideally it will get even bigger.
size C cup... ^^ hahaha.
i was so looking forward to tonight...
but then... as fate plays with me...
the date called in sick instead...
i feel like i kena fong fei kei lor... sniffs.
oh damnit. was so looking forward to seeing his pecs...
=.=
then again not going to the club is also a good thing,
it now takes a while to recover from any hang over.
will be a bad idea to skip my workout routine tomorrow.
finally the mind and body can now cope with heavier weights,
and a slight different free weights routine. YAYS!
and i guess the results are showing. DOUBLE YAYS!
so there's no way i wanna skip a session now...
tee hee.
this is not to flaunt *nothing to flaunt... yet!*
but a documentation of how small it is... haha... -.-
yes this means, ideally it will get even bigger.
size C cup... ^^ hahaha.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
bangkok 2011
was suppose to write this weeks ago, but i was too lazy busy with work etc.
seriously so much of things going on lately. >.<
i should even be doing my work now but so lazy
but well i am happy. so it's all good.
and bangkok was awesomely good and delicious.
i was being all touristy when i saw this...
these strawberries are HUGE!!!
mangoes also needs to be decorated... so wasteful lor.
my japanese thai lunch...
this is one of my favourite dish... shabu shabu pork... street style.
would you believe it, i waited 2 hours to eat them... >.<
but they were super sweet and fresh! so worth it.
thai fusion duck confit.
i love the wall.
it reminds me of aigner.
felt like i was in japan suddenly.
this chihuahua was SO horny!!! he kept humping my arms and legs!!!
overall it's one of my happy short trip. had good company, meals, meals and well meals. haha.
been going to the gym like mad after this trip...
tee hee.
one of the dumbest item i bought this year is the dumb passport holder from LV.
it's so... =.= stupid. didn't even use it during this trip! hng! haha.
gone is my money. zzz.
seriously so much of things going on lately. >.<
but well i am happy. so it's all good.
and bangkok was awesomely good and delicious.
i was being all touristy when i saw this...
these strawberries are HUGE!!!
mangoes also needs to be decorated... so wasteful lor.
my japanese thai lunch...
this is one of my favourite dish... shabu shabu pork... street style.
would you believe it, i waited 2 hours to eat them... >.<
but they were super sweet and fresh! so worth it.
thai fusion duck confit.
i love the wall.
it reminds me of aigner.
felt like i was in japan suddenly.
this chihuahua was SO horny!!! he kept humping my arms and legs!!!
overall it's one of my happy short trip. had good company, meals, meals and well meals. haha.
been going to the gym like mad after this trip...
tee hee.
it's so... =.= stupid. didn't even use it during this trip! hng! haha.
gone is my money. zzz.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
thank you, especially you...
i will endure all this discomfort and pain.
i know i will...
but if one day i loose all strength,
i want you to know, and remember...
that i love you ben, always.
i might not have had the guts to say it to you again.
but i do. always have, always will.
... i was really happy when i got your text message.
wishing me happy birthday.
it was your text that mattered most.
and it happily made my 28th birthday... meaningful.
because all these years, you... well you just made my day and year that day.
^^
and thank you to all my other friends for your kind wishes.
especially you.
i know i will...
but if one day i loose all strength,
i want you to know, and remember...
that i love you ben, always.
i might not have had the guts to say it to you again.
but i do. always have, always will.
... i was really happy when i got your text message.
wishing me happy birthday.
it was your text that mattered most.
and it happily made my 28th birthday... meaningful.
because all these years, you... well you just made my day and year that day.
^^
and thank you to all my other friends for your kind wishes.
especially you.
Friday, March 11, 2011
Joyeux Anniversaire!
well here it goes.
another 739 days...
... 2 more years...
and i will officially have the big "O" again to my age.
zzz. sobs...
i feel so old suddenly.
oh well we all age. haha.
thank god i age youthfully. *winks*
hahaha.
i can't wait to hop on the plane later,
and eat my delicious thai foodsss!!!
another 739 days...
... 2 more years...
and i will officially have the big "O" again to my age.
zzz. sobs...
i feel so old suddenly.
oh well we all age. haha.
thank god i age youthfully. *winks*
hahaha.
i can't wait to hop on the plane later,
and eat my delicious thai foodsss!!!
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
obsession out of boredom
i hate playing games.
one of the many reason is that i will get obsessed.
and lately i have been so...
tied up with certain things...
*work, life, life, life life...*
i just didn't wanna deal with...
*i have been pretty super anti-social of late*
so with my too much free time...
i got obsessed playing... angry birds. AGAIN!
this time trying to get all 3 stars!
=.=
soooooo funssss...
i mean to see all the STARS~~~ ^^
...
i still have so many bloody levels to clear... URGHS!!!
i get obsess with things pretty easily.
but i also loose interest equally fast...
*like how i already dislike the stupid lunatik*
... i hope i loose interest with this game... soon.
one of the many reason is that i will get obsessed.
and lately i have been so...
tied up with certain things...
*work, life, life, life life...*
i just didn't wanna deal with...
*i have been pretty super anti-social of late*
so with my too much free time...
i got obsessed playing... angry birds. AGAIN!
this time trying to get all 3 stars!
=.=
soooooo funssss...
i mean to see all the STARS~~~ ^^
...
i still have so many bloody levels to clear... URGHS!!!
i get obsess with things pretty easily.
but i also loose interest equally fast...
... i hope i loose interest with this game... soon.
Monday, March 7, 2011
MARCHIE
wheeeez~~~
^^
my new toy is complete today.
was so excited i didn't even bother snapping the packaging.
haha.
i am calling him MARCHIE.
yes i am a little lame with naming things.
so last thursday the strap arrived.
^^
after waiting for close to a month...
*then the moment i got it i was bored with it already... zzz*
then i immediately ordered my red ipod.
simply because all my ipods are in red.
so this has to be red as well. ^^
and when you put them together,
you get MARCHIE~~~ ^^
haha. lame i know.
but it's my birthday present to myself.
yes i am spoiling myself crazy,
because i also just decided that this is my pre-birthday present to myself.
since grandma decide to pay for this watch...
haha. i now also want a new onitsuka tiger shoes.
will totally look awesome for my trip this coming weekend.
WOOTS!!!
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!
ok i am actually bored with this watch already... i am ready for my rolex now... ^^
^^
my new toy is complete today.
was so excited i didn't even bother snapping the packaging.
haha.
i am calling him MARCHIE.
yes i am a little lame with naming things.
so last thursday the strap arrived.
^^
after waiting for close to a month...
*then the moment i got it i was bored with it already... zzz*
then i immediately ordered my red ipod.
simply because all my ipods are in red.
so this has to be red as well. ^^
and when you put them together,
you get MARCHIE~~~ ^^
haha. lame i know.
but it's my birthday present to myself.
yes i am spoiling myself crazy,
since grandma decide to pay for this watch...
haha. i now also want a new onitsuka tiger shoes.
will totally look awesome for my trip this coming weekend.
WOOTS!!!
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Saturday, March 5, 2011
RIP SLYME
time sure flies when you are... happy/busy/entertained.
saturday is almost gone. zzz.
and i did nothing much but sleep, eat, watch movies,
shit, eat, angry birds, shit, eat, gym, shower... shopping, mv, movies...
=.=#
... how do i make this my old life again...
i do miss it a little.
when money just comes falling from the sky.
me being bitchy and i get paid for it... ^^
*hearts*
saturday is almost gone. zzz.
and i did nothing much but sleep, eat, watch movies,
shit, eat, angry birds, shit, eat, gym, shower... shopping, mv, movies...
=.=#
... how do i make this my old life again...
i do miss it a little.
when money just comes falling from the sky.
me being bitchy and i get paid for it... ^^
*hearts*
Thursday, March 3, 2011
AWESOME!!!
YAYS!!!
my new watch strap is here.
muahahahaha. now to buy the "watch"
hope it arrives tomorrow instead of monday. ^^
WHEEEEEEZE~~~
... now where are my clothes from UK? urghs!!!
ASOS... you better give me a proper explanation why there's such a delay!!!
*updated 7.06pm* URGSH!!! apparently it will only arrive fastest by next tuesday!!! HATEZ!!! what am i going to do with this strap till then!!!? PFFFT!!! why didn't they tell me it will arrive today so i could have ordered the "watch" earlier!!!??? snobs.
my new watch strap is here.
muahahahaha. now to buy the "watch"
hope it arrives tomorrow instead of monday. ^^
WHEEEEEEZE~~~
... now where are my clothes from UK? urghs!!!
ASOS... you better give me a proper explanation why there's such a delay!!!
*updated 7.06pm* URGSH!!! apparently it will only arrive fastest by next tuesday!!! HATEZ!!! what am i going to do with this strap till then!!!? PFFFT!!! why didn't they tell me it will arrive today so i could have ordered the "watch" earlier!!!??? snobs.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Thursday, February 24, 2011
TOO FUNNY!!!
damn the iphone auto correct...
but without it... i wouldn't be laughing like a mad... lunatic.
LOLZ~~~
omg these are hilarious.
i couldn't stop laughing. haha.
apparently sodomy is a big thing with the iphone.
god knows why... LOLZ~
but without it... i wouldn't be laughing like a mad... lunatic.
LOLZ~~~
omg these are hilarious.
i couldn't stop laughing. haha.
apparently sodomy is a big thing with the iphone.
god knows why... LOLZ~
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